PiEcEs oF Me

Haircut

2011-01-06T16:53:00.000-08:00

I just had my haircut few days ago. Decided to make it short and SPIKEY for this semester. Even though I always wanted to keep my hair long and "japanese" look a like from the movie Crows Zero (genji), it was harder than I thought. The amount of time to take care of the hair until it grows that long is sooooo unpleasant! I say this because everytime I go for a ride, I always open my window and by the time I drive, the "force" from the wind messes my hair and disturbs my eyes! It gets annoying most of the time and so this is why I decided to do a makeover with my look. =)

This is Genji from the movie Crows Zero. Some of you LADIES out there surely thinks that this hairstyle is UGLY. I know a few of them who say so. lol. Who cares..one day I'll make my hair like this.

And now this is how I look:

Do I look the same like the top picture? Lol..I guess not. Until then. -hafezu

Crawling, Sitting, Standing, Walk, Run, FLY

2010-10-08T16:36:00.000-07:00

2 weeks ago, a friend of mine opened up my door of "possibility" in searching for wealth. I've decided to join in what I would call it an online business program and it seems to be working smoothly for now. Lately, i've been surfing the web on related topics such as stock market, investment, properties, bonds, unit trust and so on. Everything there is to be knowledge wise on MONEY. Things are moving really fast in what i'm trying to achieve while packing my head with so many information for just a short time. I guess i'm really passionate when it comes to making money. This knowledge that i'm talking about will be very helpful later on in my life especially when i get into the working field.

I shall know how to do accounting soon. >.<

During my matrix year, i had a mentor-mentee session with the rest of the students and my group had a teacher who learns about psychology and knows how to read a person by just looking at him/her. At that time, she took us out of the college nearby the front gate and asked every one of us to look at the surrounding and think of an object that was interesting and keep it in our thoughts. Well, all of us did and it was funny actually because some of them said something unexpectedly like for example there was a boy who chose the solid rock attached to the gate. Just from there, the teacher explained what type of character he was, how he deals with his environment and what kind of love he will find. I was actually amazed how well she interpreted the guy. All of us had our turn and then it came to me. I said that i chose 1 big tree which was quite far away and i just chose it without any reason. I thought it was fascinating to choose something different from someone else. From what the teacher could tell was 2 main things about me.

1. She said that I am very picky when it comes to a girl that i like and once I am with that person, I'll be satisfied and loyal.
2.Next, she said that in 10 years time, I will be successful. She asked everyone there to take my number and contact me back in 10 years time. Once she said that, I was so embarrassed and like "wtf?" and asked myself is she playing jokes on me? But when i saw her face was serious, i kept her words until now.

Even though that teacher was just someone i've met once in my life because she doesn't teach me in college, that memories are still strong in me. She made me to believe in myself and i promised that one day, i'll prove to her that i'll be successful. From now, there are so many knowledge i should know because i don't want to be stuck in the university just thinking of studying and have a stable cgpa. For me, those are just numbers and it doesn't prove a person to survive out there. The real talent is where you will follow your own passion and be successful in the real world. Most people would work for money and i will make money work for me...someday =) That is why i need to crawl from now..and then i'll be able to sit..once i'm strong enough i can stand...later on i am able to walk...once my pace is there i can run............and finally i'm able to fly.

Till then,
kitagila
-out

Cow and Colgate Paste

2010-09-28T04:39:00.000-07:00

Like the title above...Cow and Colgate Paste. Now why would i be talking about a cow in this post? The other day, I woke up around 8:30 and went outside of my house to take some fresh air. Surprisingly, after a minute or so....there were 2 cows taking a walk right outside of my house! WTF? Not just that...after the cows passed by my house, one of them just stopped. The ass was facing me and you know what i see right after that??? The cow took a shit ! First time experiencing a cow walking right infront of my house and to add it up, it shitted infront of me.

After this picture was taken, that cow took a shit

The 2nd cow...or should i say papa cow

Anywayz, just something that i wanted to share with some of you. Continue with the colgate paste ! Once upon a time, last friday i went to hangout with my friends and we stayed up all night to play dota and pool at AC. I decided to sleep at Muin's house after all of that was done and we arrived at his house around 6 am. Ilyas came aswell. Amongst 3 of us, Ilyas was the sleepy one. Right after 10 minutes of arriving, he went asleep just like that. Muin and I came up with a plan to sabotage him. Guess what we did?

Aik. -.-' What is that white stuff on his face? =)

Muin tickled his face so that Ilyas would messed up the colgate on his face and hands. Well done Muin. hehe. Ilyas woke up 3 times because we did this 3 times to him. Pity pity =P

Right after that, I chao and went back home. Couldn't sleep well due to the cats around the house...keep on disturbing me to sleep. So, siapa nak sleepover with me? hoho

2 months ago. and now.

2010-09-20T09:28:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone. I'm supposed to study right now because tomorrow i have a presentation and assignment to pass up but i just can't wait to write this blog. About the title...it is about my birthday actually. It was well 2 months ago but now i decided to write something here because i just received my present from my lovely eyqa rahman.=) We decided to hang out last saturday and do some shopping because she couldn't decide what shoe to buy so she asked me to come along. It was fine by me. So we went out to One Utama and looked at several shops. Didn't want to buy anything expensive because is not my own money i'm using. We came to a shop where they had lots and lots of shoes for guys and there were many of them that was nice. Then this particular shoe was set on my eyes and i quickly decided to try it on without hesitating. Trying it out and it looked good but i decided to go with the brown color but the same type of shoe. The first choice was red...it was nice but i asked eyqa to recommend me and she said brown is better..(she thinks). Here is the pict:

Haven't tried it on yet. Will try it tomorrow for my lab =) Thanks syg.

Anywayz, a few months ago during my birthday, my gf did give me something. Something that i appreciated so much that she took her time and effort to print the photos and assemble them into a nice gift. Inside of it even had letters she herself wrote and i can't stop smiling when i read it. I haven't done anything like that to anyone and so does she. I was the first person she ever did it to and banggannyaaa saya. =)

This is the front cover. So sweet isn't it. hehe.

Inside of it. Her pictures are bigger than mine -.-

This is where she wrote the letter. =)

To tell the truth, i didn't mind if i didn't get any present from her because when i received this, i was happy enough. She still insist on buying a present and rasa "bersalah" for me. Since you have done all of this for me, I have a poem for you.

The day that we connected our eyes together,

Was a day that i know our love for each other was forever,

We have smiled, laughed, and share all of our secrets,

And there is nothing i want to regret, <----rhyme mcm x sama 0.o

No other girls i have laid my eyes like you before,

Which is why i love you some more,

I made this up just 5 minutes ago,

And i will shop for your birthday in SOGO...(hahaha)

I only want happiness for both of us,

Until the day we have babies that will make some fuss. =)

I hope you like it syg.

Before i end this blog, i just want to say that i received my Laptop today !! weeehuu. A laptop that i got from ordering the streamyx student package. Is called a HP Mini 110-3000 netbook and is so damn small. I have to take time getting used to looking at this small screen and this little keyboard. The good thing about this, it is FREE. Yeah!! haha. My old laptop will be donated to my sister. haha. kesian dia. Just a few photoshot here..

To compare with a size of a mouse. lol

To compare with the size of my hand. My hand is bigger man.

Thats all folks. Till then.

-hafezu

Is not too bad actually

2010-08-18T14:43:00.000-07:00

Last night, I don't know how i did it but form 8:30 pm..(after buka puasa) until 6 am, i fell asleep like a baby. It didn't cross my mind that i would be asleep for the whole night because i wasn't feeling that sick..I only had some headache but oh boy...it turned out to be one hell of a sleep ! So, when i woke up knowing that i had slept for how many hours ah?? let me count...it should be around 9 hours and 30 min, i felt so angry at myself for wasting last night precious time for sleeping !! SO, because of being so pissed off, i continue sleeping because i don't want to forget everything in this world. Until one of my group members had called me to come for discussion, I woke up and settled it in faculty.

Finished with that, i came home and watched Heroes Season 3. It was a marathon because i managed to finish the whole season in 1 day. Around 10:30pm, i went and fly to McD...ALONE. Brought my laptop with me and some work to do. It was funny when the rain was heavy because the McD itself was flooding !! hahha. The ceiling was spoilt and all the water came down from one area and flooded the floor. Good thing it wasn't the whole ceiling that was ruined! It took a while for the cleaners to dry up the floor and i took some pictures. hee...wish i can upload it but i didn't bring my cable with me =(

Anywayz, I had my time alone..which i needed for some time now...and my mood now is actually good. I had some time to clear my thoughts, do what i want to do, finish 1 pre-lab report for next week, update some notes in my laptop and being myself while no one is paying attention. Maybe the quote "i want to be alone...not lonely" is true. Some people just need to take a break from all of the things in their life and just sit there...just yourself and the world. No one to disturb, no one to complain, no one to make you piss, no one to hate. It feels much better now. : -D

I'm going home now. What i'm thinking now is I wish she could be by my side..eyqa rahman. =( Miss you like crazy.

Till then...out ~

Puasa oh Puasa. Masak Ape?

2010-08-11T13:12:00.000-07:00

Puasaaaaaaaaaaaaa has already arrived !!!! Before you continue to read my post, i just want to take a moment and wish all of you muslims out there Selamat Berpuasa!! Semangat puasa ada ke xde ni...? Well, just one month to fast and it will be over. Then comes Hari Raya...the day where i can get lots of money. hehehe. Hafez, u seriously have to stop thinking of Raya bcuz Puasa has just started !

Anywayz, the first day seemed to went well. I had my supper with my housemate. Our house has a kitchen now !!! weeee. Can finally cook some food...even though i'm not the one that is cooking. In my house, one person is in charge of buying some foods to cook, and another person is in charge of cooking the rice. So where does that put me? Hmm.....not going to be proud to say this but i am of course the guy who cleans up everyones mess and wash the dishes. -.- ' We all have to be responsible of one thing when we live together in a house right. So i guess my job is to wash dishes for now. Huhu. I'm expecting to learn how to cook soon cuz this is my chance to learn...tapi bila ek nak masak? tengok orang masak je kerja...so i guess i have to look into some recipes and do something.

Sedapnya.................damn!

I decided to have my first buka puasa at my home in PJ. Left bangi around 6 and i was hoping to have makan besar at my home but i was a bit dissapointed. It was just normal but Alhamdullilah..bersyukur la hafez ada makanan kat rumah daripada org yg hidup susah. :P. Nevertheless, there were kuih-kuih, a few lauks that i eat with rice and the most "nikmat" is sirap ice. Never tasted sirap ice better than this. Maybe because i was thirsty and never thought of anything else. Long story short, went to tarrawih (x ponteng tarawih lagi ni ! cayokk! ) lepak with a friend of mine in Bidara and we went AC to play 2 games of dota. Haven't played dota for almost 2 weeks. Getting bad at it..but maybe is a sign i should stop? dota = waste money, waste time, only gain happiness when victory strikes. I knew that equation for a long time but i haven't quit yet. -.-

Writing this post at 4 am and i'm tired now. I just want to say i'm sorry to my gf because of how bad i have treated her these past few days. Maybe my mood wasn't right at that time....but i hope i'm forgiven. I try not to hurt ur feelings anymore bcuz i know once i do it, it'll take more time for you to recover than for me to forget.

P.S i'm sorry dear and i love you more than anything.
P.S.S Dah raya nanti, i was thinking it is time for me to invite you to meet my parents. Can't wait ! :-D

Hi ^_^

2010-08-04T12:35:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since i have updated this blog...almost two months. Currently, I'm staying outside of UKM in a rented house and i have registered for streamyx for almost 3 weeks now but TM has never showed up! Damn irritating for my housemate and i to wait. But nevertheless, i have survived without internet for almost 3 weeks and once in a while, I just need to go outside of my home like a few steps and turn on my laptop to STEAL the neighbour's wifi. I keep questioning myself why the higher i put my laptop location, the stronger the signal i'm getting. Anything to do with the frequency or motion of waves? Well, i'll do my research next time. :D

I have so many stories to write here but lots of things have passed and it is very...and i mean veryyyyy difficult for me to remember all of them and write it here. There are some special events that occured and I still haven't uploaded some pictures for it so maybe i'll post it next time =). In the next post, maybe i'll write what i get for my birthday which was on 13th of july. Will update soon when the STREAMYX arrive. Till then, i'm out.

Just a picture to take your mind off things

Just what is that boy thinking?

Scorpio

2010-06-26T13:08:00.000-07:00

What does the Scorpio really want deep inside?

They want to love and trust somebody. They need to feel at least a little bit in control of something. They like honest people and hate it when people get in the way of their desires. Compliment them, but never over do it. Make them feel wanted, even if they are quiet. Show them that you care about them. Be selfless and they will repay it by treating you the same way. Don’t lie to them because they will find out the truth in a short time, and they most likely aren’t going to tell you that they know because they keep their emotions to themselves. If you want to win their heart or their sex— you have to be honest. Don’t play with their emotions. Scorpios are the most loyal people you will meet, if they feel you are worthy of their loyalty and love.

I got this from a friend. Well, all of this is true about me. I'm scorpio :D

Back to school

2010-04-27T10:12:00.000-07:00

Is time for me to listen back to all the old music i used to love during my school days. I welcome you.....

LINKIN PARK

and

My Chemical Romance

Only listening to these songs makes me relax. I can shout and sing all i want until i'm satisfied. Chao~

teddy bear

2010-04-17T12:15:00.000-07:00

Last thursday during my final exams i went to see eyqa. She came back for just 2 days of her study week and i made a crazy plan to go and see her. There was a time where she was angry with me and i was angry with her but in the end we turned out to be ok. It was all about the same story no matter how we twist things around. I don't like arguing with her. Some more, is a guy that likes her but she has no feeling for him. So many thoughts in my head but i just need to trust her to keep my relationship in a safe zone. Well, long story short...I had so much fun that day. She even bought me a huge teddy bear for me to keep and is pink color. =) Very sweet of you and i appreciate it so much.

Sayang gile kat teddy bear ni. Bole peluk setiap malam.
Her name is eyqarahman btw. =)

In the end, I sent her home and we lepak with her family. They took me out to dinner aswell and had many many conversation. I feel happy to be with them and treat them like a family myself. It will be a few more weeks till i can see her again...maybe months. Thats all.

P.S Rindu rindu rindu u gile. =)

I hate

2010-04-13T12:17:00.000-07:00

I hate that i can't make her happy.
I hate to see her friends can make her smile
I hate when my heart is beating so fast
I hate when I see you sit next to a guy
and I hate myself for keeping it inside

I hate that I'm too far away
I hate when i make her cry
I hate if i know she is sad
I hate that i keep thinking of you
but my effort is none.

I hate.. I hate.. I hate.

But i love you more than anything. Trying to change to be a better person. Don't say that i can't understand how you feel. I'm sure that i'm the only one that understands you more than any friends u've had. I just don't show and I'm lost without you here.

Well, the sky is lovely isn't it.

surprise to me again

2010-03-31T01:57:00.000-07:00

Why my heart is so heavy with all of my feelings trapped inside,

Looks like I have to wait till I can hug you again.

Another random post

2010-03-29T12:01:00.000-07:00

This month is March. I guess there are many things that occured to my friends and of course to me. A good friend of mine who were very secretive about his gf finally shared something with me the other day. He was in a very complicated situation. He really loved his gf but then she never acknowledged it and was screwing with some other guys. I really pity him because it was actually his first love and first experienced having a couple. He told me many things about how the girl had hurt him and he couldn't take it anymore. I guess it will end soon with both of them. Really hope that he gained experience about his own love and managed to find a better girl soon. Good luck apek ! =D

Another best friend of mine. Ery aiman chong. lol. He had some difficulty recently with his gf. His final paper was on the way and things went downhill for him. He had to suffer emotional problem and i know him that this kind of problem was very heavy for him. I really hope that you can do your final bro. I always called you to make sure you ok and never do anything stupid like you did before. If you have the time we can lepak and talk about this ya. hehe.

The third story is about my friend khairi. I've noticed that he still in love with his ex gf but i know that he doesn't want to let it go. Recently i read his blog and he said that he better stay friend with her and not "special friend". I can imagine being in his situation and it will be very hard to control your emotions with the girl you love. If she decided to let me go, I would accept it because life will just give an oppurtunity for all of us. The main thing is, "As long as she is happy, i would be happy aswell." That was the quote khairi said in his blog. I truly agree with this. You have to let certain things go even if you don't want to. But trust me, "tuhan maha pengasih and maha penyayang". You will see your oppurtunity with another girl. You just need to wait. =).

I've my own story aswell. I haven't seen eyqa rahman for a month now. Sometimes i feel depressed because i feel so alone in UKM and jealous starts to strike me whenever i hangout with my friend who brings his gf along. I always wished that she was here and i could hang out with her every night....take her out to dinner and also study with her whenever i feel lost. We could watch movie everyweek at Alamandar and have our own adventure together. I always think about this whenever i sit alone outside eating by myself and no one to talk with. But, maybe there is a reason to all of this and i have to accept it with 'hati yang tabah'. All of this is 'dugaan' and i hope it will be okay soon. I will always love her and end of story.

till then~
-hafez

Ghost Town

2010-01-28T08:52:00.000-08:00

Just like the title : Ghost town. Watched this movie in my laptop...got it from a friend long time ago and decided to watch it just now. Very nice movie. Hilarious, nice flow, like how the main actor acts in an honest and straightforward way, and most important of all, inspiring =)

Basically, is just a story about this guy who went dead for 7 minutes, came back to life again and could see dead people walking around the town asking for help. All the ghost had unfinished business to settle and needed the guy's help. Well, the main actor is a self centered bastard who refused to help any of them until he met this one ghost who made a deal with him. If he helps, the rest of the ghost wouldn't disturb him anymore. Long story short, you have to watch the movie yourself. Now go download ! lol.

From this movie, i just wanted to say some things i have in thought right now.

1. Thinking back of my relationship with eyqa rahman, even though we almost reached a year, it was very pleasant to think of how the first time i met her and tried to approach her. Everyday that we spend our time together...even though if it was a whole day or less then 5 minutes, i would never gave up those days for anything because it was special every moment.

2. Just a very nice quote i used in my facebook, I would like to post it here. Quoted from Albert Einstein :

"Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute. That's relativity "

3. Lastly, just hope that every time we meet...no matter in a month or in 10 years time, my feelings for you will never change. I want to remain happy and know that you will be happy as well. =)

Till then. Out ~

Uninteresting

2010-01-27T09:35:00.000-08:00

Ok. Ni first time aku nak tulis blog dalam bm. bole ka? hahaha. saje nak try. atleast xyah la formal sgt dengan spelling and grammar issues kan? Anywayz, aku ada cerita sikit utk diceritakan. =)

So, hari ni hari khamis sudeyh. hari khamis minggu lepas, aku tak datang kelas langsung. (cuti umum la dikatakan) hehe. Tapi disebabkan member aku yg sangat baik hati ni, sign attendance utk aku. Bagus tak dia? Kami dah biasa tag team dalam hal mcm ni tapi pada hari tersebut, dia dah buat silap besar sign attendent utk aku. Kenapa???? Sebabbbbb...........hari tu ada QUIZ. Korang pun pikir la kan...kalau nama aku dh di-signkan tapi quiz tak ambik.....mesti la lecturer syak syak syak? betoi? hahahaha.......Dengan secara tak sedar iaitu pada hari rabu pulak, aku x datang kelas lagi. Jahat kan aku? tapi nk buat mcm mana...dh ditakdirkan cuti umum dua kali. Sukanya ~ =). Hehehe. Kelas yang sama ada gak hari ni....maknanya dah dua kali aku x datang kan??? SO....disebabkan seminggu sudah berlalu, dia dah tanda quiz2 yang satu kelas dah buat. Tiba2....bila hampir saja nak tamat kelas, dia mulalah cakap pasal attendance. Aku just rephrase balik apa yg member aku cerita la. Mcm ni rupanya " I'm very suspicious.....there are some people here who didn't take the quiz but have their attendance sign? I hope next time you all don't try to lie to me....and BEWARE!" maybe aku ada tambah2 skit kat ayat lecturer aku..tapi mcm tu la bunyinya. Harap2 lepas ni aku datang kelas, aku x kena banlisted T_T.... minta maaf ye Dr.! =)

Aku rasa mcm nak tulis banyak....tapi kerja pun berlambak tak siap. Baru2 ni aku banyak berlatih main golf utk kokurikulum punya pasal...tapi tak terrer2 gak. Haihz..sakitnya hati. Jumpa lecturer aku kadang2 bila gi training....minta2 la dia nampak usaha aku and kasi A. hahahaha.....tapi x mungkin T_T...sedih2.

Esok ada pilihanraya kat kolej aku....ada Aspirasi and ada pembangkang. Aku x ambik tau pun psl benda2 yang diorang buat ni tapi disebabkan kawan ku di sini suka bercerita politik, aku pun ikut la dia. Aku pun pilih la pembangkang ~~~....kalo nak debat kat sini next time ye...sbb aku xde reason utk apa yg aku pilih. Just a simple phrase that my friend told me "Apa salahnya kalau pilih pembangkang....tengok la diorang buat mcm mana dulu utk setahun akn datang..kalo x bagus, tukar la balik kpd Aspirasi" ...so itu saje ~

That's all for tonight in this post. Hope the transformation from english to bm doesn't have any difference ^^

Picture of the day : (saja nak letak)

Name : Yui Aragaki

Born : 1988 (baru 22 tahun =)

Film : My boss my hero.

Sesiapa yang belom tengok cerita dia berlakon, tengok la sebab dia comel giler~~~ hehehe. Kawaii desu ~

PS : i x lupa u beb...miss you n love you =)

Comeback

2010-01-10T22:37:00.000-08:00

Is been awhile. I won't be elaborating on where i have gone this past few months but the truth why i'm not active in writing my blog is because of 1 word....LAZY. Well, lazy defines everything. Right until now i feel lazy no matter what i do besides gaming. ANywaYz, why i decided to write this blog NOW is because of several reasons. First of all, there are alot of things in my head that i don't want to keep. 2nd, I want to share a few things with you all in what i have in mind. 3rd, .....well....can't think of any. -.-'

To start off fresh for today's post....erm...where do i start? Ok, basically this is my 2nd time i managed to stay awake for 24 hours. Unbelievable? Believe it. Aaaah, is not something to be surprised anywayz cuz i'm sure some of you must have done it before. In my case, this would be my 2nd time to successfully accomplished no sleep for 24 hours. Today is monday...so i had my class at 8 just now until 11:30. Thought about going to sleep once i reached my room but no no no...i had to play Maplestory! maplestory????? What is that?? Is a game where i thought i wouldn't want to play anymore since form 5 but recently, i continued my history and played it all over again. Conclusion from playing this game is training me to be patient and of course wasting my valuable time ....hours and hours of time that can be used to study or do something more useful. =)

i have a picture of what it looks like. Very childish but surprisingly fun for me.....FOR NOW....

Dam cute right? hahaha. THis is how the game looks like :

One of my character is a bandit....almost like this guy in the picture.

So, that is maplestory. A game that eventually drains ur life away from the reality and making u avoid to learn mathematics calculus II. =) Damn it

Ok, besides that......what is the purpose for me to come to ukm??? Expectations from parents is to score high high high and be a "mahasiswa yang berjaya" and eventually get a nice and well paid job. So, the first semester score was just average. I'm not in the safe zone..way far from the safe zone and basically i need to work hard for 2nd semester right? Well, i'm old enough to know what is right and wrong but lately i was talking to a friend of mine and he talked about his career as an agency in AmBank. His from the same class of mine in GOLF and 23 years old. Long story short, he talked about how much he could earn ..(he worked as an agency in AmBank since 19) and the first time he earned was 25k !!!!!! Just hearing that amount of money was EXTRAORDINARY and really hard to believe but i trust him. So he asked me if i was interested and could work under him....(I still don't know the real details yet but soon enough i will do some research about it) and hell yeah i was interested. The money he earned was from the commission that his customers invest in. Back to the topic, my parents send me here to study and graduate and not to work my ass off in finding money. Thats the truth and i do accept it but for me, if there is a chance where i can make side income, why not? Atleast i could learn more about "work life" and in the same time manage my time to study.

MONEY VS STUDY

Combine this two and u will get = happy life

Lastly, i don't want this post to be so long incase you get bored.....to sum up in whats happening lately :

1. College is busy with the program KAPREZA and i have to work on some designs and editing
2. Math is F***** up and i haven't learn anything yet
3. Maplestory is becoming an addiction
4. Need to practice practice practice to play golf using wood and driver ~
5. thinking about making money...haihz...
6. Junior of mine name Muin might move to perak...but we'll see what happen
7. Had a little argument with my gf but i won't be explaining it here.....she's happy with her korean actor guy who she praises so much and can take her mind of me....(pengganti bagi ku...sedih2)

till next time, chaoz

kitagila ~

Another design

2009-11-16T10:08:00.000-08:00

Just to cut the story short, I'll post the new picture of the K-zer design. Enjoy =)
Any comments are welcome.

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Life is just simple

2009-11-05T04:27:00.000-08:00

1 more day until my exam is over!! The killer subject that will be held this Friday is Engineering Mathematics I. I have 19 more hours to go in which 6 hours will be my maximum limit to study. Going to do my best in this very limited time =). I guess i'm not worried in targeting A + + + anymore because what i have in my mind right now is to "PASS" ! In life, they say that having high ambition is very good for a person but for me, once i target something that high, i'm just scared to be dissapointed with failure. So in this case, i won't get hurt as long as i target something that i think i'm capable of doing...and if the results turned out great, there is something to be happy about ^^ Btw, just a special thank you for those who have been supporting me and wishing me luck....hope i won't dissapoint you guys =)

Anywayz, i've been playing a game called Restaurant City in facebook and some of you may or may not know it. Is a game where you can put ur creativity in a restaurant and decorate with what you like. There are also waitress, chef and janitors which u can hire urself (those workers will be your friends in facebook) and everytime you gain a specific level, more workers can be hired to managed the restaurant. Interesting huh? This game is played by most of my friends and if you want to give it a try, which i would like to recommend, click below the picture and in the website, go to application :

Restaurant city
Rating : 4/5 Stars

Well, if anyone out there that is reading this blog, i've recently found out a HACK which enables you to level up damn fast in this game. The reason for using this hack is to maximize the spaces in your restaurant in which u can decorate it nicely after that. The maximum level that we can gain is only level 32. I was just experimenting with this hack and from lv 13-32, it only took me 10 minutes. Quite amazing. Sadly, there is also a hack which u call a "coin hack" but i failed to learn on how to do it...but i've heard from a friend that "coin hack" has been disabled by the game. It is quite sad because if you have limited amount of money, there are not many things u can buy. For those that are interested in the level hack, please drop a comment in my post. I will not post it here because it will ruin the fun of the game for those who are playing it seriously. =)

Till then, adios amigos ^^

Dota Videos

2009-10-22T15:12:00.000-07:00

During my research of reading up on dota heroes and strategies, i found out a great website (blog) which keeps dota updates have many interesting videos that has been posted by some fans. There are 2 favorite videos of mine created by hexOr. The first video is "Dota Luck is No Excuse" and the latest video that he made is "DotA-The Truth". For all the dota fans out there, take a watch at this video and I'm sure you all will be saying "wow..dammit...so pro" or something like that. =)

- DotA- The Truth

and

- DotA Luck is no Excuse

*credit to hexOr for the videos and Dota All-Star Blog for the blog that i always visit. =) ENJOY

Study Week

2009-10-20T06:30:00.001-07:00

I feel like there is an urge to write something in this blog today. WHY???? Because i want to talk about my study week.

So what is study week kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oo...i see someone is soo excited to answer this question! Ok, u there little boy. What is study week?

Boy : " Study week is when you are given a period of time to study everything that u learn and try the best for answering exam papers ! " *smiles*

Me : " ooo...what a lovely answer there. Basically, u are 100% correct but what if there are soooo many things to learn and catch up? How on earth can i score in my exam?" *grin*

Boy : "Well, you shouldn't be stressing too much on what you will be learning right? I mean, don't tell me u haven't learned anything during the lecture hours and tutorials????? Study week is the time to polish of in what u don't understand and what you need to improve ! " *smiles again*

Me : (pandai pulak budak ni nk menjawab aku...) "Oh, is that right? Then why can't i remember anything what my lecturers had thought me!? ( I guess i was sleeping in the class or sleeping in my room when classes were held) :P

SO, basically...all i'm trying to say here the study week for me is hell. Not that is hell with the way i'm studying...is hell because i haven't studied yet !!! shit.

THese are my routine :

-Wake up at 3pm
-online for a while
-shower at 5pm
-stomach is growling...go out and eat
-come back at 7 pm+++
-play dota at 8-9pm ++
-now, writing this blog thinking of studying later.

In the end, when exam is approaching another day or two, thats when you realized there are lots of things u haven't studied yet. The moral of the story is...."jgn main2 masa dlm kelas"

the end ~

Plan Plan Plan

2009-10-14T04:32:00.000-07:00

Today i had to present for programming at 10 o'clock. I tried to come as early as possible which was around 10:09 but to my surprise, all the students didn't enter the class yet especially the lecturer. I guess there was another class busy manifesting knowledge. -.- While still in a daze, I was looking for my group and none of them are present besides Hilmi( a friend of mine who stays very near to my room + coursemate) who i came
to class with in the beginning. After awhile, class started and the lecturer told us to be prepared because my group was the first one. My leader, Ashran looked nervous more than the rest of us because 1 group member was missing.... OMG!..

This special group member named Apai lives in subang and he "ulang alik" to ukm due to the things he does like work + working on a music band. Then comes the presentation day, he still haven't arrived. The lecturer couldn't wait any longer so we had to proceed with our presentation. It went smoothly even though there are things that I wanted to say didn't come out. Well, u know how a presentation is like. U tend to forget things and are carried away with all the shaking and heart beating like a drumroll when you get nervous. To be honest, I can see that we had impressed our lecturer with our project because it was simple and clear. He even asked where we got the idea of creating "power factor controller"(For the noobies out there, it is just a controller that can save UNUSABLE electrical energy by correcting the power factor to almost 1 and using a capacitor. Want to know more??? Go type in google. ^^) and it was apai's idea. 20 min or so, apai had finally arrived. Our lecturer gave him a second chance to present because it was his idea to propose this project. We had a bit of a laugh here and there to see him present alone without a group. Later that afternoon, our group went to have breakfast + lunch =). Thank god Programming is over and now there are less problems to be worried.

During my free time, i managed to design a sweater for K-zer. Basically, the sweater will be white (last time was black so i thought to have some variation) and there are more dota-like characteristic on the sweater. The word K-zer is more emphasized so that everyone can see it more clearly. The reason that i made this design is because i don't want kzer to juz stay quiet and basically stay in touch with all the Juniors and Seniors. Nonetheless, here are the pictures. Please leave some comments....I don't mind if u want to say something bad but make sure if u do say something bad, state the reason why and what i can do to improve it.

FRONT

BACK

Kzer Motto : "Who the hell do you think we are !?"

13 more days to go

2009-10-13T05:51:00.000-07:00

Countdown : 13 days. FINAL IS SO NEAR. Will i be doom in answering the tests???? Will i not have enough sleep during my study week???? or will is just give up and let my fate takes over???? These are the questions that i keep asking myself.

Even though these are negative thoughts, i am fully aware of my situations. huhu. I know there are alot of topics i need to cover but i tend to relax and not think much. My attitude is seriously killing me but that is just who i am. My brain can only function during last minute....and that is when i put all my effort of 5 month learning into 1 week progress. Since i just came back to write something in this blog, i'll keep it short. So, i'll just post this picture to give me some motivation to study ! =)

Everyday is a new day

2009-05-05T06:31:00.000-07:00

Well, many things can happen in a day...especially unwanted things. I'm trying to prevent myself from feeling so emotional lately because sometimes i do hurt the feeling of the person who is close to me. I just sit there gazing at my phone...thinking what i should be saying. One wrong turn can lead to a drastic fall. Words that are misinterpret can become evil and i should be careful when putting my sentence correctly. Like they say, think before you speak...cuz whatever comes out from the mouth might be damaging towards the other person.

Why am i writing this down??? maybe i don't want to keep this feeling inside of me and i guess i feel relieved if i can express it out here. I can be sensitive at most time...and what i do to overcome this problem is sometimes to be quiet and accept it. At other times, i just try to reason out but things can get worse.

I guess when you are in love, it is hard to maintain the relationship like the 'way' you wanted it. Some things just don't go with the plan and we have to live through it. Who is right and who is wrong doesn't matter anymore. I want to love a person and get the love in return. Feeling appreciated is wonderful and i guess that is what everyone hopes for. If you are confused of why i'm behaving this way, i guess i'm feeling emptiness in my heart and really missed you. I guess if we see each other again, things will go back to normal. I fully hope so.

X-Men : Wolverine

2009-05-02T05:46:00.000-07:00

Yay !! Finally get to watch Wolverine !! The movie was awesome and all the new heroes have cool super powers. The beginning of the movie already caught my attention and i knew from that moment that the movie was going to be very good. Hugh Jackmann who plays the main actor as wolverine acted his part well. I seriously recommend you all who haven't watched it yet to go and buy ur ticket and watch it. It is really worth it. =)

Rating : 5/5 stars !!

Favorite heroes :

-Wolverine
-Gambit
-Wade

2nd week after Holiday

2009-04-28T14:41:00.000-07:00

So it was 9:40 am. I woke up with a scared thought that i was late for my date. I promised her i would pick her up around 10 in KL central but good thing she didn't come early. =) After taking my shower and drink my kotak milo, i rushed off to kl central. A few times sesat here and there but i managed to find her waiting outside the terminal. Sorry for being late dear. huhu. She wore a lovely purple blouse i think...not sure what u call that but she looks amazing and cute ^^ So then, we went off to timesquare and i parked my car around that area. It cost rm8.50 for 5 hours!! wtf? can they atleast do some student discount on parking ? nvm bout that. We head off to Old Town White Coffee and i had my nasi lemak ayam, she had her nasi lemak rendang. Sedap2.

So what movie did i watch ?? Finally get to watch fast and furious 4. So outdated. Anywayz, the movie was very good and i definitely enjoyed it. I'm very interested in cars now...especially in designing one and racing it too. =) hehe. Maybe one day ??? i hope so. Btw, the cinema was pretty empty and it was soooo damn cold. Can't stop shivering and she helped me by holding my hands so we can achieve "thermal equilibrium" lol...thanks syg. ^^

After the movie, I didn't know where to take her so we just drive around kl for a while until somehow i brought her to taman jaya. All the turns and drive we ended up in my hometown, pj. argh... =.= anywayz, we played with the outdoor gym equipments, main slide kat tmpt kanak2, swing, and just panjat2 with what they have there.

Fuh...dah lama tak buat. haha.

Peace syg. =) like this pict

Smile. =)

lol..sygku mata sepet. haha

Last but not least, action kamen rider ! hehe

In the end, around 6 ++ i took her to mid valley so she can go home wid ktm. Ate ice cream at baskin and robbin dulu...hehe...dah lama tak makan ice cream mahal. sendiri tanggung kan syg? hee. ^^.

I will definitely going to miss her. I didn't want her to go home so soon.......=(
I can't imagine myself not being with her for so long. In college, we can atleast see each other every day and now is becoming once in a week. Kalau dpt masuk Uni ...how? aaargh...just hope for the best.

P.S love u always. Missing u already. =)

About Her

2009-04-25T13:13:00.000-07:00

For those who are close to me, or relatively close to me, you probably know who i'm talking about. Well, just want to tell a little story about her and i. Even though it was just recent that we have coupled, i can see many hopes for us to stay long. Where do i start? Her name is Nur Rafiqah bt.... bt....bt....aaah. tak ingat pulak. Jap2..check kt myspace. haha. Nur Rafiqah Bt. Rahman. I met her in my college but didn't notice her that much during semester 1. I guess i was happy being single and didn't want to be looking for any girls. And then comes semester 2! JEng2....

After a few weeks when semester 2 had started, i suddenly noticed her more and more. She is basically in the same kuliah wid me so i can see her everyday. One day, when our eyes met..(romantic sikit) i get this feeling in my mind that she noticed me too. Well, i was trying to see if i was correct or not so i did some TEST. hehe. First, during the class, i just pretend to be focus on the lecture and write down some notes. A few times when i look elswhere, i noticed her facing at me and turned back quickly. It did not happen once, but a few times in one day. SECOND, i asked my friend who is in the same class with me (hatta) and to check whether she has any boyfriend or not. We both just had a chat and i played around saying that "aku rasa aku minat budak tu. Ko bole tolong tak kirim slm kat dia. =)" I didn't expect much cuz my feeling wasn't intentional. Soon, hatta received a sms from her saying "kalau aku minat dia pun kenapa? dia bukannya kenal aku." something like dat. So i got my 2nd hints. hee

THIRD, I still remember when taking my first semester result in the hall (Dewan serbaguna) and basically i was soo happy of my results even though it was not OUTSTANDING, I noticed her at a distinct location and was watching me. At that time, i felt like i wanted to approach her and asked how she did. In the end, i had no BALLS and just ignored it. sedih2.

Well, the experiment ended there and lastly, i asked hatta for her phone number. It was the easiest solution to know a person right? i guess i still have to learn how to approach a girl like a gentlemen. =) So we kenal2 first....i msg her every night just talk about her life..what she likes and all. She is the type of girl who is happy go lucky, kind, generous, afraid of CATS, can be very shy at some times, supportive, LOUD if she wants to be, SOFT if she wants to be. Soon, we ended up to see each other a few times at night..just to walk around the college (takder pape pun kt college...bosan) and sit at the astaka and just talk.

What fascinates me the most is that whenever i'm with her, time fly by so fast. I never had this moment with anyone. When we are together, i just wish the time would just stop so that there is no tomorrow. I guess this is what you call 'Falling in love' huh?

To make things short, after a few months knowing each other (lama sungguh) and i took her to timesquare on saturday, my feelings were clearer than ever. I knew that i wanted her so much and it would be such a waste if i would have lost her after my studies so i asked for it. When she accepted it, i just couldn't stop smiling by myself. =) It was on this day 9.3.2009.

Love you always, -hafez

Welcome back

2009-04-25T11:32:00.000-07:00

Wow....is been like....6 months i haven't updated my blog. Where have i gone all this while??? Maybe life in matrix made me not to blog...especially no internet connection. This is the 21st century and they still don't want to put wifi. Wat the hell?? The government supplied enough money for the college but where did the money go?? They're wasting it on useless stuff such as the mini golf course which only UThman Basiran (ketua hal ehwal pelajar) play on his free time. Other than that? Well, nvm. I won't complain anymore. What is important is that i have finished studying in Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan and a year passed by like a blink of an eye. Congrats to me. hehe

So what are my future plans for now? Lets just see. I have 3 months for holidays. I was thinking of working but not sure when. My friends from Uitm and others are coming back during May. If i work now, i won't be able to see them often. So now i'm just relaxing and enjoyaing my holidays like any other matrix students. A week has just passed and all i ever did was go out, out, and out. Only this week i watched 4 movies. Those are :

This story is funny. 4 stars

This story. Quite interesting. But the ending was a bit dissapointing. Leave us wondering how it all happens. 3.5 Stars.

2 more movies. Friday the 13th, Jason and Coming Soon (thai). This week i watched too many horror movies. haha. Takut nak letak gambar. dh pukul berapa ni. lain kali la. hehe.

I don't want to post so many things for now. I'll just update about movies for now. I have more stories to tell. Maybe next time. Those who read my blog, thx. =)

Is been a century

2008-09-28T11:31:00.000-07:00

Yay. Guess who's back from blogging?? hohoho....i've been leaving this blog dead for more than 4 months i think. haha. If i said that i haven't got enuf time to do this, i might be bullshitting but the truth is...i wasn't inspired to blog when i stayed in college. Sigh...if only there were wireless connection in my room, i would be blogging almost everyday. Anywayz, there's too much to say or write about me from the beginning of my life in KMNS so i'll just post some recent pictures. Ramadan is almost over and raya is reaching nearby. NAK DUIT RAYA!! hehe....

Mari buka puasa !!! Everyday we buka puasa in the room. Buy foods from the Bazaar Ramadan in our college. Alhamdullilah puasa penuh sampai skrng =). Here are my roomates. Left : Syafwat Right : Nazli

Another roomate of mine : Ramel .. Makan mamee Mawi WorLD

During the month, my class did a gathering to buka puasa outside. Thanks to ustaza who spend some cash for us to get some food. hehe. apa lagi...makan banyak2 !!!

And then...a little bit bout my history. Somehow my part of the room is everyone's favourite place to chill out. I don't know why..maybe is spacious??? Well, i don't mind though...syarat 1...jgn buat sepah sudeyh.

Oo.... dis is my bed as you can see. Takder tempat lain ke nak bincang math? haha. This spot is also the place to watch movies in the laptop. Last time we watched 1 litre of tears (japanese series) straight for 10 hours. haha... hidup di asrama~~

One thing about me... i love to SLEEP..especially in lecture hall. Talking about sleep, this picture was caught in the library. I tell you what, you give me a sofa and a nice cool room, i can sleep like a cinderella. hehe. Bad thing about my habit here is that i skipped a few class because i was sooo *&***** tired... Don't be like me and have atleast 6 hours of sleep ya =)

There are more that i can update...but i'll stop here. Hope you guys that are reading this still knows that i'm ALIVE and HEALTHY...when raya comes, i'll post some new pictures. Btw, my final is coming near so....wish me luck. Nak tito....NITEZ ~

No time

2008-05-24T21:12:00.000-07:00

It has been 2 weeks since i entered matriks and i haven't posted anything new in this blog. So how am i??? I wish i could share everything in here and post pictures but time won't allow me to do that. Coming back home for 2 days will never be a satisfaction and the trip to go back and forth to my college is exhausting. Maybe in the near future i won't be coming home always because i don't want to trouble my parents for sending me back. Right now my college's cyber cafe is CLOSED and the library's computer are not functioning. I don't know whats the problem but is really getting into my nerve !! What kind of facility are they providing here....you tell me. Just hope that it will all work out smoothly and if i have the chance to go online there, i'll update something here. Gonna miss you guys ~~~ peace out ^^V.

A-Z and Sayonara

2008-05-10T22:49:00.000-07:00

I've been busy these past few days and i didn't have time to post it down. I guess i'll just make a little synopsis. Kinda sad that i have to leave tomorrow....but I appreciate every little things that had happened before this. Thank you God.

On Friday.... Me, Fareez, Apek, Acap, Nadzriq, and Uthman went to mid. We watched 40 hari terbitnya Pochong... it was a borrrriiiingg movie and this is the 2nd time i watched a horror movie with stupid storyline. Never trust mak cik yang jual tiket on her opinion..just go with ur instinct when u want to watch a movie. -_- After the movie ery and kamarul came. Hang out until the evening and went home. jeng jeng.

In the radioactive shop...

Had a few rounds of daytona....ery dapat LAST. HOHO

Apek menghabiskan duit kat machine ni

Cunted

That night at 1am we had a game of futsal. It ended at 2am. Alot of people came and it was fun. I guess i won't be seeing a few of them after this...good luck with your life guys. :D

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Saturday was a very hectic day for me. I was forced to wake up at 8 by my sis cuz a friend of mine wanted to see me. Hardly had a good sleep that night. My k-zer crew asked me to get ready cuz we planned to fight Dota with this guy name chua and his team. I picked up frez in his house and we went to sungai way. My small kancil was loaded with 6 people....good thing my tires didn't become flat. Had breakfast there and off we went to play 2 games. My team consist of me, frez, cardenza, and fiko. So we had 4 vs 4 game. This fight was awesome and we beat their ass in 2 games. It was competitive but we were better team :P I was proud with my 2 boys.. hoho. Atleast before i go to matriks, i will leave dota with victory. haha.

Time is running out. 5oren had gathering in Asia cafe and i had to leave immediately !! From sungai wey to PJ, i got lost until cheras and had to pay tolls for shits. Wasted my money. Send cardenza and fiko home and i rushed to armcorp to pick darwin. Benjamin and Ivan came with their myvi and i followed them. Abit sesat when we arrived there but everything was cool. Surprisingly, the gathering turned out pretty well. Alot of people showed up and it was an enjoying moment :D. Makan2, minum2, and borak among ourselves. Winston's birthday was coming up so with our 5oren tradition, we bought a cake and celebrated together. Took alot of pictures !! After that all of us lepak in cc. hoho. played dota and cs. TRIPLE KILL !! wakaka...i enjoyed myself there. CS was havoc...the dominating king is still cedric. Damn funny when friendly fire is on. In the beginning was still ok....but in the end, we all start killing each other...hahahah.

5oren foreverz ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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That night, my family made a small kenduri and invited our close relatives. I invited a few friends to come by. This kenduri was sort of a farewell party and we had bbq !! My mom and dad contributed alot and i managed to help a little bit :P There were bbq chicken, beef, sotong, nasi goreng, nasi lemak, cupcakes, dadaaaaaaaar and so many more. FUH ! Lepak till 12pm and it was syok. All the photos were taken with my sista's camera and i don't have time to upload it. So far everything went well and stayed in the plan...i'll make sure when i come back cuti from matriks i'll update this blog from there. Till then, sayonara and goodbye.

La La La.. Hari Hari Keluar

2008-05-09T06:06:00.000-07:00

All i can say is time is running out !! I'm trying my best to manage my time to hang out with everyone...and i mean EVERYONE that i think i can grab on to right now. I'm so exhausted going out the whole day yesterday until i slept at my neighbour's house. Just as i thought i could have some rest TODAY a new plan was already there. So let me bercerita about yesterday ;)

This activity happened on.....Thursday. Yep...I went out with Frez and Sarah ilinaaaa. Good thing my sis gave me the kereta kancil to use before i leave to matriks. Picked up Sarah and Frez infront of 7E in state and we drove off to ONE UTAMA ! It has been awhile since i went there and alot of things changed. First thing that i did when i arrived? I went straight to the atm to check my gaji sudah masuk or belom. JENG JENG. Wakakakaka.. i was so happy right after i see the digits on the screen. Took some money out and we went straight up to see what movie are there to watch. There were TGV and GSC. We decided to go for the GSC and bought 3 tickets to watch......SPEED RACER!! WOOHOO.

Model of speedracer car :D. Belakang tu fareez

Before we watch the movie, we had plenty of time so we played pool. Sarah tak join =(. I forced her to atleast take one shot. Mengada sangat2 pompuan zaman skrng. haha. Atleast she took a nice shot for a starter.

1 vs 1

After we played pool, we went straight to the last floor where the food court is located. Sarah was basically on her diet even though she doesn't want to admit it. XD. Frez and I had chicken chop for lunch. yum yum.

Sarah nampak kepiluan...minum air mineral je. hoho

Sudah abish makan. Peace

We walked around one utama for some time and desperately in a rush to buy smoothies and smuggled it into the cinema. At last we entered the cinema and the movie had started around 5 minutes. zzzzz. My opinion about this movie??? When you watch first half of the movie, you won't understand where the story is going. Soon, u'll be able to follow up and get excited about how they race and such. At the end your adrenalin rush really gets you. Maybe there's a lesson to be learned in this movie but ...who cares? lol. I give it a ...8/10 :D

Sudah abis tengok wayang, we all went back home. Nothing much to do there and besides i'll be busy later in the night. Sent sarah home and i got a little gift from her. Thanks !!! :D Appreciate it alot.

VROOOOOM. So long peeps. I won't forget our friendship. Seriously. Till then

exhausted

2008-05-07T08:02:00.000-07:00

Penat Penat Penat. Today i had to clean up the whole 2nd floor of my house in Bangi. I was forced to come along with my parents but i never expected to do a hell lot of cleaning. My cousin helped me and only both of us were cleaning the 2nd floor while my mom and dad did their work downstairs. I had to clean up TWO toilet as in wash the walls and scrub the floors =.=. After i was done with that i had to mop 4 rooms which was so dreadful. It was pretty boring and my right arm is in pain now. I wish i was in sauna right now...a lenglui that can massage me. WOOOO. haha. From 1pm-7pm...6 hours. I rather work than do this again... haha.

After i was done, we went to our cousin's house nearby and had dinner. Nasi goreng and Mee. Put alot of sambal in my mee and i started crying after i finished eating...but it was delicious bebeh. :D Borak2 with my cousins and talked about matriks again. Somehow today i feel semangat to go there...cuz i can imagine how my life would be like. They inspired me somehow... >.<

For this post there is no picture !! my hands were dirty when i was cleaning up the house so i felt lazy to snap photos. 4 days countdown until i leave my home sweet home....whats next?

Another Day, Another Meaning

2008-05-06T10:31:00.000-07:00

Well, I went out again with some other friends to get my "school" things done. Nadzriq wanted to go to KL and explore some new place so it was cool with me. That day me, nadz, acap, and kak atika went out the whole day. In the morning, my mom asked me to settle some stuff like opening a new account in BSN and pay the register fee. One good thing about going to matrics is that the government support allowance money and the yuran fee is cheap aswell. After I settle everything, all of us gathered in PJ and we went straight to LRT. Bought tickets to KLCC and Nadz never been there. -_-' Did some tour guide for him and we all decided to watch a movie. IRONMAN !

The movie was awesome. The graphics was cunted and i like how detailed the animations were. At the end of the movie, it almost reminded me of TRANSFORMERS because 2 robots were fighting. I wish i was a genius and can create a suit that can fly and shoot explosive out of my hand. haha. Maybe I will ? :P I'm not going to spoil any part of the movie anymore so i suggest u watch it !!! I'll give the rating a 9/10 ! !

Btw, the tgv cinema in KLCC IS SO FREAKING COLD. I was almost frozen but good thing i was wearing long sleeve. Another pros is that you can easily get tickets if you watch it there. :D After the movie we all had lunch ^^ oh, we caught some photos before we ate.

Outside of PetroSains. Tengok apa tuuuuu ??

Had to do this. hahaha. Watcha !!!

Enough of all the posing. hoho. Went straight to the food court and all of us ordered at the same place. We had italian food that day ! :D I ordered Spaghetti Carbonara !!! yum yum. Acap ordered Bolognese, kak atika ordered seafood spaghetti and Nadz ordered something... haha..too hard to remember the italian name. SOmething to do with a red sauce and it tasted good. ^^ After puas eating, we went to masjid jamek to walk around the area. While walking, i saw Mydin shop and we went there. Decided to buy my stuff there cuz it was cheap. haha. We were looking around for some boxers and i bought one with poka dots...kawaii !! hehe. I got myself 3 pairs of black socks, green soldier like selipar and...... thats it? yep..thats it. After Mydin we went to pertama and i got myself an exercise shoes. It was quite a walk to get there and to go back to lrt. Hunger strikes again and we lepak in MCD near Kotaraya. Took 1 last photo before we went home.

The night was lovely and the picture turned out nice. Kinda hard to aim 4 people while ur taking the photo urself.

Here's my checklist again :

Shirt x3 (check)
Pants (check)
Black Shoes (check)
Exercise Shoes (check)
Socks (check)
Boxers (check)
Selipar (check)

I guess I'm done for now. :D Nitez.

Time to pack....

2008-05-06T10:00:00.000-07:00

Fuh ! I have to get ready and buy all the necessary things for matrics ! So far last saturday i had time to go to KL with the gengz naik moto. We went to reject shop at PERTAMA and i bought myself a purple long sleeve shirt and a black pants. It was quite tiring cuz we walked at pertama and sogo + some people were hungry so we ate at the top floor of sogo. Kamarul and Frez ordered their food while me, ery, and sham just sat at the table and chat.

After they ate nasi ayam, they both ordered yong tau fu. Not to forget ABC for desert. haha

I was planning to get a black shoe but i couldn't find any affordable ones in KL so I just decided to buy in BATA near my house. Sham accompanied me and the rest went back home. Bought the shoes and that night we had futsal game!! I was sooo tired but what the heck...maybe this would be my last futsal game before i leave. I waited until 12:00 AM and the game started at 12:30 AM. Alot of laughter and fun like usual and it ended at 2:00 AM. Lepak at cik karim stall and borak2 for awhile. Then everyone went home and slept. zzzz.

So here's my checklist :

Shirt x3 (check)
Pants (check)
Black Shoes (check)
Exercise Shoes (None)
Socks (None)
Boxers (None)
Selipar (None)

4 things to go !!! :D :D :D :D

Kemah di KL

2008-05-04T09:45:00.000-07:00

Note : This happened in Friday, 2nd May.

Woke up late as usual and started online. My dad ajak me to go Masjid Negara and semayang jumaat there. The last time i went with him was before i got a job at standard chartered which was 2 months ago. Glad that he invited me cuz is been awhile since i hanged out with him. Mandi, gosok gigi and went off. My dad and I were actually having a real conversation for a while...he talked about what i need to do when i get to matrics and I should study hard cuz it will only take a year. He told me i should be exploring the world out there and get disciplined or should i say independent. I guess it is true that I need to be independent...i can't depend on my parents all the time and become anak manja...even though i'm not. hoho. I guess what i'm afraid all this while is to step out of my shell. This is the right time that I should take a leap forward.

After the prayers, without needing to ask my dad where we were going next, we went straight at the malay stall and had our lunch. Both of us loaded our plate with so many lauks mcm tak makan berapa tahun. Makan sampai kenyang and went back home.

Just when i was about to rest, my mom asked me to follow her go to Bangi. She wanted to check some stuff at the new house and it wont hurt for me to spend some time with my parents. I didn't hesitate much so we went. Is my first time to see the house in bangi btw.

I slept in the car and we reached there half an hour or so. Took a few pictures

Front Side of the house. Still got some renovation to do

Our Neighbours

Walk a few metres and there is a lake and taman.

My mom said that we could spend family time together like once in a month in this house and do things like bbq. It wasn't a bad idea but if i go matrics.....haihz. I guess i have to miss all the fun. =(

Later in the night, I was bored so i went netvalley. Apek and frez ajak play dota so we had a few rounds. We went to the mamak stall later and i ordered nasi goreng kampung. It was goooood.. hoho.. Then an old friend (hanafi) stopped by and ajak camping at his old house in KL. His old house was destroyed by kerajaan cuz they needed the land. He was transferred to the nearest flat. It was quite sad to know that he had lost his home that he had been living all his life. There were plenty of memories but nothing he could do. I shared his feelings and just let the silence pass by. When we reached there we straight away produced fire from nearby woods that we collected. It was 3am. :D

Fuh. Took some time to create the fire

Apek and Frez playing around... or helping. donno...

After the fire turned the woods into arang, we cooked the chicken that hanafi got from pizza hut. We wrapped the chicken with aluminium foil that we bought at 7-eleven old town and place it onto a net and start cooking. Borak2 about life again and had some laugh. Our boy hanafi was damn tired that he fell asleep on the couch. Pity him that he juz came from work and that morning he helped apek to modify his motor. The chicken tasted nice and at 4.30 we all went back home.

I soon realized that life won't be the same after this. Everyone will go through different things and face new people in their new environment. Since i have some time left, let me cherish what i have now until the day i leave.

TiMe Is RuNniNG OuT ~

2008-05-04T08:20:00.000-07:00

NOTE: What i post now occured last thursday, 1st of May.

WOW!!!! Berita terhangat !!!!! UPU results came out earlier than we had expected. While i was sleeping, my mom woke me up at 9 am to tell me about the UPU. She told me that i didnt get selected and i was like blur after waking up. She mumbled for a while and i heard she told me to make rayuan in the internet. I went back to sleep trying to ignore what she said cuz i was sooo sleepy...but then my mind was abit disturbed. I somehow didnt believe that i didnt get selected so i checked using sms myself. A few minutes later the message wrote "Dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda TIDAK BERJAYA
dalam permohonan kemasukan ke IPTA Program Pengajian Lepasan SPM/Setaraf bagi Sesi Akademik 2008/2009" I was like wat the fuck..... dammit. All this while i had a dream that i got selected to go UM and my life would rock from then on. I would drive to go class using my small little panzer (kancil) and go back home if i get bored staying in the hostel. Now my dream is crushed but i'm not that dissapointed. I never put high hope in the beginning cuz i know that something like this can happen. I needed someone to talk to and that day manje (an old friend) asked me if i would wanna go out lunch. Then me, manje, and ery went off to SUBANG PARADE ! Manje got himself a new toyota VIOS at age 22 !! I respect him cuz he only have STPM qualification and to see how he can earn that much money at his age. Manje belanja makan at kfc. Delicious bebeh... is been a while since i had kfc so it was a satisfaction ^^. Later in the afternoon, he sent us home.

Ery and I was abit bored to end the journey so we decided to go Sunway pyramid. He took out his motor and vroooom..off we went to pyramid. Well, the first thing that we did was to go in the toilet. haha.

JENG JENG

We went straight to the cinema and checked out what movie was out. It took a while to line up so we decided to choose either Ironman or Forbidden Legend. When we reached at the counter, there was a good sitting place for both movie but we went for Forbidden Legend.

We had 2 hours to wait until the movie start so we went to the arcade and played daytona. I kicked ery's ass !! haha.. it was close but i won :P. We just had 1 game and we went straight to mamak outside sunway pyramid. We lepak2 for quite a long time to discuss about our future and it seems i have no choice but to go Matriculation. We talked about what could happen if we all start separate and is going to be hard. Even though my matrics is in Negeri Sembilan, do i have the time to see them and lepak like wat we usually do? It is sad but we have to face it either way...just hope we don't lose contact. 7:00 showed at the clock...time to go watch Forbidden Legend !

Liu Yi Fei was one of the main heroes in the movie. She is very pretty ^^ and it distracted me abit to watch the movie especially at the very ending. :P

Overall rating for the movie : 7 out of 10. The storyline is abit weird and the fighting scene is almost the same like all of jackie chan's movie. What i like is how Jackie and Jet Li combined and worked together. They make perfect fighting partner and when you finish watching this movie, you juz feel semangat to be strong...it kinda gives u an urge feeling to exercise and stand up to anyone who tries and fight you.

Before we went home..we went to the toilet again... :P

I feel like it was gay to hangout with ery alone especially in the cinema. We sat in the couple sit...xleh belah !!! And the 2 couple infront of us was hugging and kissing. Jealous sial...haha...but we kept our distance. He took me home safely and after that .... all i could think of is Liu Yi Fei. :P

WhAt WoRk Is aLL AbOUT

2008-04-30T06:03:00.000-07:00

WOW ! Finally I have resign from working at standard chartered! February 27th was the day i started work until today, 30th of April. I just want to talk about my experience working in a bank. I met a few people that i think are considered as a new friend now and i will miss them alot. Thank god for giving me a chance to exploit this new environment and not to forget my parents who were willing to send me to work and take me back home =) I owe them alot !!

SO YOU WORK IN A BANK...WHAT NOW?

Well, my job is to sort large sum of papers which we call it batch. These batches contains 60 accounts and all i have to do is take out the papers from the file, take out the staplers, sort them, scan it, processed the image, and key in data. Walah ! sounds easy huh? well, let me show you how 1 batch looks like.

There's roughly 1000+ papers to sort. The requirement is atleast 2 batch each day. Can imagine how much staplers u need to take out and papers u need to sort!!!

So, enough of my work for now....Let me introduce u to my colleagues

For starters ....

From Left: Chee Keong, Hafezu, Johan, Si

Let me tell you about this guy Chee Keong. Even though he is 19 years old, his personality is like a small boy. He just finished his STPM and his waiting for UPU result like me...but sadly I will receive the result earlier than him. Among all of them, he was the closest to me. Every morning when i come to work, he will greet me "good afternoon!" cuz i always come late. :P We often do stupid jokes and laugh like maniacs! Oh yea, we both are almost alike. We know alot about japanese stuff, both are anime maniac, and we eat alot! hehe. He eats more than me if u wanna know..and so damn fast! lancau la. haha. we always say lancau to each other. His favorite quote "Apa lu mau!? mau cari gaduh ah? mali laaa !!! " which i juz laugh when he saids that. :D

In the first month of working, he brought Age Of Empire game to the office. He installed it to 2 computers and we played lan ! haha. Working time became playing time for me in the first month. Damn SYOK ! We finished work like at 3pm and played until 6pm. Asked for Kak Amnah (supervisor) signature and went home. That is what i call life. haha. Soon, he installed King of Fighter in my computer and we battle like crazy. Who was the champion ? No comment. hehe. Oh ya, not to forget he is my chinese language sifu ! He taught me many things like to say "Lei fai mean hou leng, leng dou hou chi malau" to Si. If u wanna know what it means, ask your chinese friends. :D

This is my computer where i do all my work and play KOF ^^

Si (ikan mati) is same age as me ^^. She helps sort all the files for us to do. Her office is in the lower ground of the bank. One thing she is good at besides being so rajin...she can laugh non stop. -_-'. Whenever i go and see her, for no reason she will burst out laughing like i did a joke. Is it just me or she is seeing something??? Well, i have no idea until now. hoho. Besides that, she is very sensitive and her favorite word is "Ajashi" ... i dont even know what it means. She has a great personality and can cooperate with almost everyone in the bank....not to mention the pak guard and the cleaner. wakakakaka. JK JK JK. Thanks cuz belanja me at mamak!! I'll really miss her ^^.

Budak ini......nama dia....JOHAN. He only work in the bank for a month and resigned at the same day with me. Nothing much i can describe about this guy..haha..he was like an abang to me. Good thing he could get along with me and chee keong. One memorable incident that i will remember until now is that he farted while i was doing my data entry !!!! He used my scanner and suddenly a massive 'PRUUUUT' sound exploded. I was like WTF !!!!! I went out of the room and secured myself in a fresh area where i can breath. haha. He still could deny that he farted !!! I know i'm just 17 but im not dumb laaaa... haihz. He had an innocent look on his face and i couldn't get angry at him so i juz laughed until the smell was clear. huhu.

LET ME SHOW YOU WHAT MY LITTLE ROOM OFFERS ....

My baby scanner

My baby 17 inch monitor

LAST BUT NOT LEAST.....

A day without Keropok Lekor and....

Air Tebu in the evening will not complete the day. HEHE..

Word of Wisdom

Why did i decided to work in the first place? MOney? Experience? Boredom? Well, these 3 are the main reasons why i explored the working world out there. I have gained alot and there was no regret at all from doing all these. I just never imagined i could used up my 1 month salary in....1 month. haha. When i was in school, all i ever spend was more or less rm50 in a week. Now that i step into the adult world, Rm 900 + can be easily used in a month. Is quite hard to believe but this is the reality. Other than money, i actually felt like i had a responsibility. Always make sure you are happy with what you do because once you are happy, ur staff will fall into it as well and the environment will be a place of joy. Even though i need to walk away today, i'll take the memories i had and place it somewhere in me where i wouldn't forget.

Sayonara ~