Another random post

This month is March. I guess there are many things that occured to my friends and of course to me. A good friend of mine who were very secretive about his gf finally shared something with me the other day. He was in a very complicated situation. He really loved his gf but then she never acknowledged it and was screwing with some other guys. I really pity him because it was actually his first love and first experienced having a couple. He told me many things about how the girl had hurt him and he couldn't take it anymore. I guess it will end soon with both of them. Really hope that he gained experience about his own love and managed to find a better girl soon. Good luck apek ! =D

Another best friend of mine. Ery aiman chong. lol. He had some difficulty recently with his gf. His final paper was on the way and things went downhill for him. He had to suffer emotional problem and i know him that this kind of problem was very heavy for him. I really hope that you can do your final bro. I always called you to make sure you ok and never do anything stupid like you did before. If you have the time we can lepak and talk about this ya. hehe. 

The third story is about my friend khairi. I've noticed that he still in love with his ex gf but i know that he doesn't want to let it go. Recently i read his blog and he said that he better stay friend with her and not "special friend". I can imagine being in his situation and it will be very hard to control your emotions with the girl you love. If she decided to let me go, I would accept it because life will just give an oppurtunity for all of us. The main thing is, "As long as she is happy, i would be happy aswell." That was the quote khairi said in his blog. I truly agree with this. You have to let certain things go even if you don't want to. But trust me, "tuhan maha pengasih and maha penyayang". You will see your oppurtunity with another girl. You just need to wait. =). 

I've my own story aswell. I haven't seen eyqa rahman for a month now. Sometimes i feel depressed because i feel so alone in UKM and jealous starts to strike me whenever i hangout with my friend who brings his gf along. I always wished that she was here and i could hang out with her every night....take her out to dinner and also study with her whenever i feel lost. We could watch movie everyweek at Alamandar and have our own adventure together. I always think about this whenever i sit alone outside eating by myself and no one to talk with. But, maybe there is a reason to all of this and i have to accept it with 'hati yang tabah'. All of this is 'dugaan' and i hope it will be okay soon. I will always love her and end of story. 

till then~
-hafez